| wow...its uh been awhile. heh. im sitting at the library-because I DONT HAVE INTERNET-isnt that the worst thing it really is its KILLING ME-our lines are stupid -i just gave up and told my mom to get rid of it.eckk i need to print something butttttttttttt there is a HUGE line errr.this sucks. i think its starting to go down now.geeze no wonder i dont write on this anymore-or anybody else for that fact-everybody uses myspace now hhaha how ridiculously funny.ha yeah. PEACE. |
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so school is COMPLETELY different then what i thought it would be god talk about almost EVERYBODY changing i mean-i like my classes- i really do...its just all my old friends...well not so much my friends anymore...at least it doesnt feel like it...i dunno i still don't know what im going to do for lunch...i've done something different everyday. today i just wanted to be alone to eat though...i talked to zac for a long time about some stuff then went to the side benches to eat...i dunno...when i thought about coming back to school..this is NOT what i would have imagined... i put in an application for foodland...ha its close to home-literally. oh boy.
-tomorrow-
labor day weekend starts...im kind of glad..one week in school and alreadyyyy i want a day off hahah. anyways friday i'll probably work a lot at the house-then jay is gonna bring me upto paden city..and i guess derricks gonna wait for me its reallllllly hard not seeing him...i mean the very next day after seeing him i feel like i hadnt in 2 weekssss ahh. its killing me...i've started to get a litttttle bit of an idea of what i want to do with my life-well sort of.eck. growing up. im not looking forward to it one bit..i feel like i dunno drained of energy lately and crappy feeling-i mean i keep tryyyyyyying to be as happy and awake as possible but its so hard and then i end up bringing it out on derrick on the phone later that nighttt.
i dunno im pretty much done with the rambling i have 2 tests tomorrow-hah if you can call mrs mcclains procedure test a REAL test.as in i've taken for 3 years
annnd im gonna ACEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE my human anatomy test-yeah thhhats right
PPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPppeace |
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| So im watching pay it forward and im really bored
i remember the first time i watched this movie and actually attempted to do the whole
do something big for three people and they dont have to pay you back but each of them have to do something big for three other people and so on and so on
but really its a good movie
i like it a lot
it kinda makes you feel like the world really could be perfect
but lets get hit with reality with a punch in the face.
its not perfect,yeah it'd be nice
but it would suck.
it'd be boring and not really require much energy
yeah so now everybodys gonna know now how weird the thoughts i get are...ehh...eck.
i miss derrick
hes the one i share all this stupid crap with
erarrrrrrrrrrrrrr.
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| sooo
i regret things ok?
but theres always time to think about it
yell about it
cry about it
then get over it
and put it behind you
today was hectically busyyyy eckkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk
i dunno
i feel like
crappppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppp
oh boy.
derrick is gone until monday
anddddddd AHHEoasdjfalkjrfoiwhaofnoi whthnwxstrohn im gonna go INSANE not talking to him i mean..i get to talk to him EVERY single freaking day...and MORE than ONE time a dayyyyyyyyy
its time for a change
we'll start.
with XANGAaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.
peaceeeeeeeeee
derrick<3333 im sorry i love youuu<33 |
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| - Empty Apartment((listenin to the old stuff for some reason)) first thingsssssss first-http://kevan.org/johari?name=Hilaryyyy <click that and take it..pweeze and wellll this tooooo.http://kevan.org/nohari?name=Hilaryyy
ohhh boy.
ahhhhhhhh tomorrow im leaving for new york
i need to
ONE. wash clothes TWO PACKPACK PACKKkkk
im gonna miss a lot of people while im gone...i know its only for a few days...but i dunno well for instance i talk to derrick 2-3 times a day...and i doubt i'll get to talk to him while im there....i wont see chelsea or katelyn or alanna or holly or anybody else that i eat lunch with EVERY single day-and there will be NO jesus pizza this friday-i know its a killer.
wellllllllllll i dont really feel like writing on here that much lol
pppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppeace
derrick im gonna miss you so much 
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